On another blue Blue Monday
Years clicking around around predictably
Yet one more day dawns hopelessly defeated
Another dawn’s day dawning without a victory
Achingly surrounded by the joyous joy of those
Who won’t ever understand that you’re in
pieces
Who can’t be bothered bothering to understand
You’ll never ever know knowing what peace is
Whilst you just
sit there knowably knowing
Knowing one day
you’re going to die
Like one day
soon you’re going to die
You think you’d
be more pro-active
Becoming all
motivated by the fear
But the fear
itself has swallowed you
Leaving you to
wallow in life’s stew
On another blue Blue Monday
You wonderingly wonder how to tell the tale
Of this nonsense sense of emptied emptiness
Flat and bitter bitterness your despairing
fails
Whilst all the worldwide world is dancing
dances
Engagingly engaging and being so alive
Not getting to the point of getting simply why
You’ll never ever feel such feelings in your
life
Wondering if anyone is able to feel feelings
Feeling one day
you’re going to die
Like one day
soon you’re going to die
They think
you’d be more pro-active
Becoming all
motivated by the fear
But fearing
fear itself has eaten you
Knowing that
living is defeating you
On another blue Blue Monday
Your thoughts turning turn to moments lost
When you dared to dream dreams unattainable
Then gave away giving them up at such a heavy
cost
Eventually events turning turn in inwardly
inwards
Dwelling upon the pain of opportunities missed
Calving icy icebergs crash crashing all around
The dreams you dreamt devoured by time’s mist
Clinging without hope to any hopeless hope
Hopeless that
you’re going to die
That one day
soon you’re going to die
They think
you’d be more pro-active
Becoming all
motivated by the fear
Now the fear of
fear itself has taken you
All thoughts of
hope hopelessly forsaking you
On another blue Blue Monday
On another blue Blue Monday
MAWH, January 2018
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